i fear that one day i’ll wake up 40 years old only to look back and wonder where my years have gone.
It’s not like you can’t fix yourself; it’s more of like a work in progress.
Why do you only pray when the Lord begins to put fear and sufferings in your life; Prayer is a lifestyle.
Man: Lord, please take away my sufferings!
God: No, for your sufferings will bring you closer to me.
I will bless the Lord at all times; Praise shall be always in my mouth. -Psalm 34:2
God is seriously moving things right now and I’m loving it.
Reminded. Reaffirmed. Renewed. Ready..
#LPmovement #LPS #Isiah49:5
Greetings from Panama City <3
Tell me about your prayer time…and i’ll tell you about your service.
“Losing your sight in why you serve; is a cry from God telling you to pray.”
Dear God,
I can’t explain to You why i’ve been missing for quite some time now. I mean don’t You see me everyday anyway. It must be hard for You huh? to be ignored and forgotten, most especially after all the things you’ve done for me. Not that I don’t love you because I do, please don’t think I don’t. I just cant find the time these days to just set aside a prayer time for You, or even to simply talk to you. I don’t know why but even in my free times I still can’t pull myself together to even say hi. I hope You don’t feel that i’ve neglected You, don’t feel that way because I do care. Theres just so many things that I want and need for my life that I have to get it done, and when I finally get myself to talk to you people always tend to finds ways to distract me away from you or to just bother me with non-sense, which frustrates me.
But do you remember are times together? I hope you do, because thats what I hold onto. On those days where I just want to be with you but I cant find the time my heart turns to the moments where we’ve spent crying times of pain and joy. Moments where we were running together, Ah! we fought so many wars together side by side, and every single one of those battle we were victorious. But this one….Gosh! See even when I write this letter to you people are knocking on my door, why cant they just leave me alone so I can just be with you. Why is it so hard to just have a moment with you. I feel so uninspired to do what my heart desires. I feel so unmotivated, I feel that people that I once saw hope in are making me hopeless. Again distractions hits me because I cant find the perfect words to write to you. I want to make this perfect for you, but even that I cant do.
Do you still love me God? I know i’ve been gone but its still me. My heart is still there, maybe a couple bruises and scratches. But somewhere after the ugliness is still my love for you. I hope you can still see it, and I hope you can still love me despite the imperfection of my life that i’ve lead. Im Sorry…Please remember me.
Love Always,
Me



